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"That would make us run out of food quicker," He said. "Why were you in my shower?"

"Can you not?"

"No, this is my job , you're too shy to be proactive with this whole being boyfriends thing , so I have to pick up the slack." He replies bluntly.

"That doesn't mean sneaking into my house and scaring me in the shower"

"No no it does not , but you should have expected dumbass things when you decided to date a dumbass." He concludes .

"Please don't"

"We'll compromise , you don't hide how you feel from me ever again , and I won't sneak into your house and randomly spook you anymore." He declares firmly, with an expression that makes it hard to tell if this is a joke.

"I'm not always good at expressing how I feel," He said, taking his agreement seriously.

"I know I know , all I'm asking is that you try...and if you feel like I'll judge you or be annoyed because you're not 'normal' just remember that I'm you're friggin' boyfriend and it's my job anyway."

"Okay," He said finally after a moment's pause. It appeared that Tay did not care about Julian's... difficulties, but that didn't mean Julian himself was fine with it.

"....Are the pop tarts almost done?" He questions .

He tossed him a poptart and bowl of cornflakes, sitting down with his own bowl.

"So...I was geekin' with Nari the other day talking about you and me, and that aside from each others personalities...we don't know crazy much about each other, so I figure a dope way to start that off is with a single question , what's the worst thing you've ever done to another person."

Julian paused his eating, and set his spoon back in the bowl. He sat back in his chair, eyes tracing the knots in the wooden table. "I pushed someone in front a bus when I was 15."

Tay was..not expecting that to say the least "....Was it on purpose?"

"Yes."

Tay's heart stops for a split second as he hears that , ice blue eyes narrowing slightly as they peer directly into Julian's , searching quickly for any sign of humor in them. "W-why? Why would you do that?" He asks,utterly at a loss here.

"He had bullied me for four years," There was no sign of humour in Julian's tone, nor was there any guilt. The only reason he had felt bad about it was because of his parents' reaction. "He didn't die," He added as an afterthought.

"My sentence was lighter due to my diagnosis," He said. "I only had to do community service, and I was given more medication and therapy."

"Well...gonna..process this for a second." He replies awkwardly as he stares out the window "You wanna know what mine was?"

"Yes," He said. He wondered if he should have said that; he tended to get violent when under extreme stress and during meltdowns. It doesn't happen terribly often, and he was getting better at it, but it was still a concern for many people.

He laughs humorlessly "...Oh wow this is awkward uh , there was this one asshole who kept messin' with me so uh...kinda had sex with his mom...a few times ." He admits , he could understand where Julian was coming from , he had those kind of issues himself .

Julian stared for a few moments, before bursting into laughter.